This empty spot is just for you.

Even though I had my fair share of love (sorta  BGreen included ). I want to be in love.
I want that feeling of joy and passion and looking at that person and say ' Hey, I love you'and have those words repeated back to me.

I wouldn't mind looking into the future to see what the universe has for me, after all if you been single as long as I have you would go a little crazy.  I like to think that I'm out going and I'm pretty enough to find someone but when you put your self out there and find no one is looking you get a little psyched out. After all doesn't our society place beauty first and if a lady is not pretty, beautiful,  has this aweosme figure she obviously doesn't  need to be spared a glance. SO WHAT DOES A WOMEN HAVE TO DO TO ATTRACT SOMEONE.

Am I being to hard on my self?

After all I'm 24 still young and my eggs ( god willing) are still in working order. So you ask why would want all this? I never had it!  So why not have these feelings and moments when everyone clearly has had this. I know it's going to happen I just would like to know when and how long am I going to wait.I think apart of me is afraid of the journey that I will have to go through to find the person, as much as I want to take the short cut I know it's not going to get me anywhere good.