I know it's been awhile since I've posted anything. I actually been busy nothing important but going out with friends and working. I can say that I've enjoyed my life now then I have ever enjoyed it before. I can't say there is a difference from now then how it was before but I certainly feel different now emotinal wise and physicial.
I'm sorta seeing someone (gasp) it's strange how it has happen. I'm kinda figuring out the qualities you want in a person tend to go by the wayside or maybe there weren't the ones you actually wanted. A part of me feels like it won't last long like this is just a pressure cooker of emotions and we are both just waiting for it to be done. I'm getting all those NEW emotions the butterflies, the smiling uncontrollably and general goodness but there are always doubts with those emotions and I'm trying not to bring them up and just feel them. I just need to relax and have things flow and flow and flow.
That's all I really got feelings upon feelings aren't they fun.
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