oh yeah ?

“Sometimes when people get what they want, they realize how limited their goals were.”— Joan Holloway

*”The Wheel” (season 1, ep. 13) *Mad Men

Waiting at the window

 to keep the hope; the hope that when
you smile at me and wave goodbye only means
you'll be back tomorrow

this feeling inside

 could wait for you but then my heart will be left alone
 I could stand up for my self and just admit  that I love you
and I just want you to see my heart  on my sleeve so you can grab it and place it
inside yourself so you can feel  the love I have for you

MOveS

I applied for a job last week and I got an interview, The only downside it was further (much further ) from where I live and the hours were from 7:30-5:00pm. That's alot for me to get up very early like around 5am to be over there by 7:30 so I told the supervisor to take out my resume and forget about it! (don't worry I didn't say it like that) I was actually professional when I sent out the e-mail.

So with that done it's made me think on what am I doing with my life. I don't want to do this job  forever. There are people here that retired from this job and I don't want to be that old person who retires from this job!!!  I get so comfortable in certain positions in my life I forget to look forward and keep walking, I'm afraid of starting over but then again who isn't. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT IN MY LIFE!!

I can go back to school and further my education but I really don't want to, my mother pushed me so much in High School that I couldn't fail anything so going back to school leaves a bad taste in my mouth, but with out those papers what am I to do ? I would like a career in makeup but people demanding and pickey doesn't suit me well. ( ugh seeing all this I realize how childish I am).

I wouldn't mind going somewhere and and becoming a different person I want to change my name my birthday my personality and see where it lands me. I wonder what would it take for me to leave all this behind and if I really could. It's easy to say I want to leave but when it comes down to it will I ever?

To:You From: Love

I want to be written a love letter or just a letter.

No one ever writes letters anymore, everyone shoots an e-mail or a text and they are done with it.I believe there is no feeling or emotion when you write someone an e-mail or just sending a text.  I pretty sure if one took there time writing a letter they will produce something beautiful and lovely that they always write letters.

Is that to romantic to think ?

could we ?

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Break

Just so you know, there are certain people who were put here to break you. So you could learn how to pull yourself back together again.

— I Wrote This For You: The Importance Of Breaking Things And People (via kari-shma)

I wonder if I broke anybody? If I did I wonder if they would tell me so I can apologize and say your welcome.